it's the hols again!
12:59 AM
yay. thank yew edward for that short but VERY concise lecture today!
heh. he spent 2 hrs teaching us TEN lectures while the lecturer spends 2 hours teaching ONE lecture. see. so pro. our future horticulturalist with a phd leis...so dun pray pray!
yep. i only revised in that 2 hrs and i had nv felt so good doing that paper save for some parts that i cannot remember. (thank God i remembered some later...)
hehehe. elder reginald was like... 'haiyo....' when he heard abt that. (oh, if u didn't noe, he's a nus lecturer.)
yeah. im a bad kid who hates studying cos she is a lazy gurl.
so now u noe...
wahahaha.
REJOICE! FOR THE HOLS ARE HERE! YAY!!! =)
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rants.
9:04 PM
damn pissed. freaking pissed. ultimately pissed.
some idiot just have to pissed me off. when im in my bestest mood. bloody hell.
i dun wanna see u again ever. get out of my life.
maybe i said that in pique, or maybe not. but i noe im fuming at the top. bloody hell. dun u dare tell me wad to do. u dun have the right to boss my life as u wish. damn u.
bloody hell. u wan to complain dun complain to me. ur problem is not my problem and im so not interested in wadever u care.
damn. i dun give a ****.
i so wanted this post to be a nice literary post. dang. spoiler. just have to spoil my bestest mood. which i hardly have nowadays.
anyways, i still have to thank God that He let daryl to drop me at the opposite rj bus-stop instead at the bus stop opposite ri. cos i took some of the nicest sunset pictures that i have taken at that bus stop.
at that point of time, i was so reminded by the verse '夕阳无限好,只是近黄昏' from a tang poem. (literal meaning is 'although sunshine is good, but the glory of it is spectacularly shown only during sunset'.) and i wondered on the bus if ppl of that era would regret that they can't capture that moment of array of colours splashed on that blue canvas called the sky.
after much thought, i realised that the ppl of those times would have learnt to cherish the beauty of nature more than the morden era ppl did.
they had the time, the urgency to know when to cherish all God's glory displayed in nature.they didn't have busy lives, they didn't have all the pollution around them, nor they had the entertainment to suck them in, all they had was the beuty of nature to embrace in.
at the last life meeting during campus crusade, we watched a video clip. in it it was said that 10 years ago, to
record 10 mins of slience,
15 hours was needed. now,
2000 hours is needed to record that same amount of silence. that's how sound polluted our society has become.
and being so caught up with all these, just how much do we spend embracing nature?
often, i've envied the country dwellers for their simple lives; them being so close to embracing nature whenever they wished.
all i want is just to embrace nature as it is. without all the buildings around it. is it that hard for my wish to come true?
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forgot to thank shaoxiong and hongyi for listening to my rants. thanks guys! im so sorry for venting all my frustrations on u guys. love ya loads!(as friends!)
Labels: appreciations, musings., rants.
TGIF
2:24 PM
(typed in sch) yay. finally it's friday again. marks the end of the second week of sch.
oh wells. this week been pretty fun, having to do stuff together with my friends and being hardworking (tho i must admit that im actually pretty slack) and also making new friends.
updaatesto all friends in np (esp fangling, aishah, lynn, laiying, edward, and all my other partners in class): thank you for making my week so enjoyable! =) love ya all loads!
i can't wait to sleep till noon man, but right now im still waiting for my dinner. (typed at home)
Labels: appreciations, happenings., rants.
something in my heart.
1:07 AM
心里很矛盾,不知如何是好。
说了,怕他误会,不说,心里也不好受。should i still say then?
anyways, decided to try out the chinese feature. =)
anyways, went out to have fun @ bugis today with sandra. made up a silly song while at bishan station. lol. here it goes.
I can only imagine(for Sandra. to be sung in original tune.)
I can only imagine What would it be likeOn the first day of poly lifeSurrounded by test- tubesand many chemicalsWill I just go a little crazyand make an explosionOr make a little conoctionThat will make everyone laugh
I can only imagineI can only imaginelol. that's how lame we two can get when we are bored. ladidadum.
feeling quite sentimental now. cos redefining my world is not wad i've been so used to. sighs. like i did sth to my hair and i was pretty excited to show the whole world my new hair style, only then, i realised that church ppl consist of my world, for now.
like no more brigitte, chinling and pat's comments on the way i pulled my hair to sch, no more cam-whoring, no more 'latest gossips', no more having fun in the workshops/ COE with the J- class and everyone else, no more talking with the guys, no more.... so many more things.
to the 4K (J) ppl, i miss you guys loads!!! =)
waiting, to see my new world later.
Labels: appreciations, happenings., madness., musings.
thank you.
1:09 AM
please bar gillian from nua-ing at home. cos it's really detrimental for her health. both physically and spiritually.
there must be alot of 'yin' energy around in the house. tsk tsk. cos she immediately felt better after stepping out of the house. lol.
went mac's and downloaded stuff for my lappie. sighs. if only i could retrieve my wep key. then dun have to lug that thing to a mac just to use the wireless.
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thank you all for being my source of strength, even in my times of despair. 'i've got a good reason to be happy today/ for the Lord took all my cares and wounds away'
and of course, people who stood by me during this identity crisis. thank you again.
Labels: appreciations, happenings.