wow. what a long hiatus. it's almost a good 5 years since i last posted. so much has changed, so much has just zoomed in and out of my life.

they say, you gain some, you lose some. i hope i have not just grown in age, but have gain more wisdom in the last 5 years.

but it is strange that writing has now become my last avenue. well, i do hope i have sorted out my thoughts before i type now.

perhaps i am not satisfied with the way my life has always been. it could be that spark in me is badly waiting to be found and boom! burst into flames. too bad, i really dunno what will be the next step.

so many things coming to my head, all wanting me to explore their way. just not at ease. really. that dissatisfication in me seems to shout louder as the days to completing my industrial bond inches closer.

let go and let God, Gillian