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This is just a ranting place and a platform for Gillian to express unspoken thoughts.

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GiLLiE aka gillian;
Clueless about the world; and not knowing where she would go from here; yet firmly believing that God is in control. She wants to tell the world about JESUS, the man who came to transform her world.

Prompted by

Let no man say when he is tempted, I am tempted of God: for God cannot be tempted with evil, neither tempteth he any man: But every man is tempted, when he is drawn away of his own lust, and enticed.
(James 1:13-14)

For we wrestle, not against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this world, against spiritual wickedness in high places.
(Ephesians 6:4)

And he saith unto them, Follow me, and I will make you fishers of men.
(Matthew 4:19; Mark 1:17)

Wishes for

a (semi-) DSLR
some time for herself and friends
a closer walk with Him
musical talents so that i can bless Him and the people around me when i worship the King
art and craft materials
a passion that will never die

i wish... i know. 3:26 PM

how many times do we actually sit down and think what we want to do?

influenced by? i don't know, sometimes my mind tells me 'hey, you are a christian, you can't/ shouldn't be doing this and that.'

i admit, i do feel at times that why God, why can't i do certain things.. and i get fed- up that God says i can't do this and that. but the truth is, no one said i can't do those things. it's not that i can't apply to go for university (despite my grades), go find a proper full time job that is wonderful, high paying and better still, is related to my discipline, or get a boyfriend, go clubbing, go drinking and get drunk, i can. why not? it's my life anyway.

but it is my choice. a choice to obey God. “If you love me, keep my commands." (john 14:15)

then comes the persecution and the mocking. people will come and ask why did you do what you just did? and then if u are going to say "becos God told me to do it" you will be mocked. "WHAT?! God asked you to do it? how do you know that it is God? You sure anot? or are u just running away from reality?! how are u going to survive with this kind of job/ pay?" and you will feel lousy, unsure and maybe even stupid of what you just did.

what then, are u going to stand up to your beliefs or are you going to run away or maybe something in between, obey but give some lame excuse to everyone who mock at you?

i admit im that person who tries to obey to God, yet giving lame excuses to the entire world.

“You are the light of the world. A town built on a hill cannot be hidden. Neither do people light a lamp and put it under a bowl. Instead they put it on its stand, and it gives light to everyone in the house. (matthew 5:14-15)

rev 2:10b Be faithful, even to the point of death, and I will give you life as your victor’s crown.