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1:18 AM
well... it's so long a hiatus from blogger and i realised that i just can't seem to blog on livejournal.
well.. was feeling abit melancholy.. with a tinge of sentiments lowing through.. and just came back browsing this blog.
don't know why, i just want to type something in here. guess it has already in a sense, become my comfort zone. to being able to express wad i couldn't write in my journal book or even with God Himself.
i've tried hard to find myself a meaning in life, and every time i think i found it, it slips off running to a place that looks quite hazy. was all those wrong? maybe they were just stepping stones, or they were way off course.
i thought hlm would be something i could stick with, but i realised an interest could only remain as an interest when you are naturally not cut out for the job. i can't gauge lengths without an accurate guide most of the time (just that i dun verbalise them; but they go way of at times.) which is important in all aspects of horticulture. give me a plant; i can't tell u the height of the plant, which is impt for nursery sales, propagation, landscaping. which is like everything.
tried so hard, searched many times looking to satisfy this heart of mine.
i suppose having this irritating fracture helps me to force me to not move anywhere and to consider my ways ahead of me. which i have to learn to overcome my (bad) fear of God. to come before as who i am, unashamedly.
; a rumor, a whisper of things long ago
of a great and awesome thing
as I reach out to heaven
my heart wanting more
reveal to me
my life today
Church events
Wednesdays
- Cell group, Ngee Ann Polytechnic!- 7.45pm =) (6.45pm dinner at MAKAN place)
Saturdays
- W.A.D Service, Level 4, HCC @ 2pm
Sundays
- LTS classes (Bible study class), Level 2, HCC @ 8:30am
- Morning Service, Level 2 Auditorium, HCC @ 10:30am
- Evening Service, Level 4, @ 3 pm on 1st and 3rd Sundays of the month
(HCC AKA Harvest Care Centre location: 165 Sims Ave Lor 19 Geylang road.)
WAD! Tchoukball trainings <3
Every Tuesday- 6:45pm at Ngee Ann netball court 1 @ running track
Every Saturday- 9am @ HCC rooftop