sigh. it's that time of the year again. but this time it's different cos it's exam period.

yep. and guess wad? i actually made 3 bouquets for daniel liu (haha! call him a 'hua chi') when im supposed to be doing my presentation stuff (speaking of which, im still happily blogging at this time of the hour and i still haven't done my ppt stuff). hur hur. and i nearly died carrying the raw materials aka the flowers home because i was wearing heels and lugging my lappie too.

sheesh. they are one kind of heavy. before the trip to FEF, i never knew stalks of flowers can be so heavy and also, one pkt of baby's breath is like $18.45!!!! *faintz*

i think i can skip slp today.... and the worst thing is that im having a field trip later to west coast park....sigh sigh.


argh. why on earth did i wake up so early on a sat?

but then again, i have loads of things to do. like doing my env research and doing ppt slides and prep for tests and exams.

yeap. bz bz bz.

not gg camp echo cos it's winnie's wedding today and cos i didn't go for yf canp either. yeah.

anyway, did a design for interiorscape yest for floristry and interiorscape class with ed, fang, mabel and mel. so happy cos our design was chosen to be at lsct for that few hrs. *it doesn't matter how long it lasted, but be glad that it once exsisted*

yyy my comp cannot type chinese? sigh. maybe my com needs reformatting too.

will post sth in chinese later...when i go to the translator's page.


upsetting. i hate exams and tests and presentation. hmmmmph.

yeah. they are horrid.

not feeling too happy. cos im tired and all.


thank you for sharing ur life with me. really.

i never understooded the complexity of human life (and i dun think i will), how we are seemingly similar in our experiences, yet so diversely apart from each other.

something that really shook me this week was a statement made by lyd and confirmed by the yd girls was that how we could just reach out to God via prayer hotline during our tough times (like their As and stuff) and God would be there guiding us and all but yet our pre believing friends do not have and get all so stressed up.

to the urgentness of sharing the good news with our friends. Ye are the salt of the earth: but if the salt have lost his savor, wherewith, shall it be salted? it is thenceforth good for nothing, but to be cast out, and to be trodden under foot of men. Ye are the light of the world. A city that is set on a hill cannot, be hid. Neither do men light a candle, and put it under a bushel, but on a candlestick; and it giveth light unto all that are in the house. Let your light so shine before men, that they may see your good works, and glorify your Father which is in heaven. (Matthew 3:13-16)

yep. and i mean every word i told u today okayys?

*thank God for His strength today, didn't have a bad headache and not very grumpy despite not sleeping the whole night. =) but was feeling abit groggy and as usual, hard of hearing.


felt very emo yeterday, but i noe that it's one of SA.tan's dirty old tricks.

was really upset, but God used it to bring the relationship closer. like He reminded me that i was just a prayer's throw away, and that i could just come crying to Him any time and any day cos He nv sleeps nor slumbers and He's not constrained by time too.

yep. and He noes wad i needed the most and He gave me rest. heh. and a good 11 hrs of rest too. and with that i shall con't chiong-ing my projects. sigh. and before i noe it, it's gonna be exams again. double sigh.

My hope is built on nothing less
Than Jesus' blood and righteousness
I dare not trust the sweetest frame
But wholly lean on Jesus' Name
On Christ, the solid Rock, I stand
All other ground is sinking sand

When darkness seems to veil His face
I rest on His unchanging grace
In every high and stormy gale
My anchor holds within the veil

His oath, His covenant, and blood
Support me in the 'whelming flood
When all around my soul gives way
He then is all my hope and stay

When the last trumpet's voice shall sound
O may I then in Him be found
Clothed in His righteousness alone
Faultless to stand before His throne


a quick update for those who frequent this blog...hehe. i noe i haven't been blogging for quite a while.
been bz with all the assignments and projects and exams are like inching closer with every passing hour. BUT i haven't started studying. sigh.
currently pia-ing for 1LDF project (very stressed!), and assignment IAC (nicknamed 'want to die' in hokkien. haha.) and plant nutrition and hydroponics (tba)
yeah. and amid all these, still have to find time for my plants.
getting jitters from 1LDF project cos the lecturer has very high expectations of me. argh. but God is good. if He could raise daniel and his friends to be smarter and better than all the court officials and magicians in the babylonian empire, surely He can do that for me. seeing how i could amazingly draw and colour better than like half a year ago.
yeah. that was ytd's devotions. haha.


anyway, just to comment abt the last post: i dun mind other ppl to accompany me to sit at the atrium. yeap.
sch has been tiring!!! gosh. wad did i even do like the past 2 days of school?? other than getting new projects with tight deadlines and horrors of exams in 5 weeks' time..and yeah. idk also y am i so tired.
yeah. im supposed to do my drawings! sigh.
and yeah. now sch suxs.
wanted to update what i felt at LM yesterday and what God has spoken to me like today and yest. but i guess im too tired for that now. i think i shall start doing drawings before heading to lala land.


yeah back again. shaged out completely, but my God is a God of provision. yep. He gave me grace to be let out early from lab work and also the energy to go for crusade.
yup. and gillian has like a million and one things not done.
yeah. anyway, she would like to thank daniel ng for offering to drop her at np after dinner (but always rejected. =p) and also to thank daniel liu (laniel diu) for accompanying her at the atrium while waiting for her mom. yep.
she really enjoyed the time spent at the atrium where she could like just get to noe laniel diu and also to get opinions and encouragements from a fellow brother- in- Christ. yeap.
and she's sorry that she still haven't written her super BELATED christmas cards to 4 ppl. sigh. but then again, those ppl may not get to see this post too. haha.
so yeah. =)


to the first day of 2008 :)

was not bad! yeah. had a gathering at timmy and cindy's place with some of my age grp peepz. with ps david and some of the youth leaders.

yeah. it was like a referendum for a new direction for the youth ministry and more like how we (the older youths) can be mentored more effectively. yeah.

to tell u the truth, i felt pretty awkward there, afterall, even tho im in the '89 group and all, i really felt that i dun belong there. like first of all, im like 'different' from them, having different educational background (poly v.s jc)[i was the only girl in my age to be in poly!], didn't attend zion since young and also different interests and hobbies.

yeah. but what make me to stay there (the gathering) is because i really didn't want to walk out and be an anti-social and also that if God placed me to be there, be it in the gathering and also in zion, it must be for a purpose and that i believe that God could be using me to break down walls in zion. the 'elitist group' as it would be in my terms. ( for more information,ask me more about it.)

anyways, gareth and emily came. haha. as usual, they really melted the hearts of the girls. haha. they are like the exceptional 2 kids that are not on my banned list. haha. yeah. and they are like cute. and emily was getting grumpy from all the attention showered on her and she would like cry if anyone carried her other than the parents and LINCOLN. =)
and yar! surprisingly. hehe. and lincoln cooked lunch for us too! like so unexpected. like he makes a very good husband. :p like he cooks (and it's his hobby and the food's good too.) and he's good with children. and not forgetting that he has the brains and the brawn. and, and he sings well too. haha. what more would u want from a guy?

haha. that was pretty random thought about lincoln. haha. i told that to my sis and she was like, aiyah XXX also ma... (shall not mention names.) then my mom added sth that was quite good. she was like, 'dun u hate little children?' haha.

and the rest were caught up playing WII. haha. it's really an addictive game. WHICH IS BAD. not because i cannot play (my scores suxed) but it's really that the bible says that we should be in the world and not of the world (Love not the world, neither the things that are in the world. If any man love the world, the love of the Father is not in him. For all that is in the world, the lust of the flesh, and the lust of the eyes, and the pride of life, is not of the Father, but is of the world. And the world passeth away, and the lust thereof: but he that doeth the will of God abideth forever.[1 john 2:15-17]) and to flee from temptations.

yep. anyway, my sister's being an irritant. made me help her contact her friend who was in my msn list and then kicked me aside. hmmmmph. so much for that. P.S nv add ur sibling's friends on msn cos they will make u pass messages to the friends and vice versa.