sighz...sth wrong with my browser page...nvm...shall still update abit...

with exans coming in like 4 days' time...im like still playing a fool...with no mood to study and all...may God give mi the discipline to sit down and study lor...do pray for mi...if u are reading this and thanks for praying for mi...if u did...if not...nvm..haha...

ya...i still quite madly in love with him....but then again...he's not mine..sighz....hehe...ya...anyway...im happy just being his friend too...better like this than to spoil the friendship too..hehe...im v passive when it comes to this type of stuff...

and then u noe wad...ppl will come and tell mi go for it..and i just nod and put it at the back of my brain...becos im rather pessimist at times...cos i do feel interior...yup...and i hate it lor...haha...=(

well..im just me huh?sighz..

hmmm...dun think can go for yf this week...sighz...cos exams are here...boo!i hate 'em!!!well....shall slp first then chiong dnt later....strange...y am i always chionging dnt?? -.-


hmmm...i love ultimate frisbee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

im like...totally hooked to it...like every one of my cells is yearning for frisbee....my hands itching for the frisbee...legs yearning to run and jump for it, hair wanting to fly with the wind...and mind searching for the direction of the frisbee...

that's how much i yearn for frisbee...hehe...

okie...today was blearghx...that toopid form teacher made mi come sch cos she wanted to announce sth impt...which is bleaghx....and i rushed to sch even tho i had cramps all over mi...cos i nv do warm ups and cool downs before and after frisbee...and i reached school...only to see muhammed there and in the end havta wash the stupid toilets..

then the auntie didn't let mi wash the toilets...which was so kind of her..but i helped to wash and dry the toilet floor.. =)

after that went to parkway with bri and khairul to see bri's friend and he looked like renfu la(okie...it's the side view and it's only a lil bit only...)...and nth to chat too...guess wad??he like made mi wan to forget him...but...hmmm....i dunno la...

gotta finish mi dnt and hw by todae...dun think can fish...gg to chiong tonite ba...hmmm...so i shall slp first...nitez!!


hmmmm....im lazy to blog nowadays...since im having insomia even tho im super sleepy rite now...i guess i'll blog abt my life man..

life's been good....i guess...except the fact that cactus (for your info...that's daryl yap...cos his hair reminded mi of my cactus at home...haha...short and spiky) left almost exactly one week ago and rachel liew left on fri nite...which means that yf would soon see lesser older ppl...sighz

can't believe that i actually miss cactus...as a friend...oh wellz...he's like almost the Person....as in the sense that he is a prominent figure in yf....which i believe that many would agree with me...and nows like 9:14pm there...and best part? i can't sign in into my msn and windows messenger...how good is that??but then we are meeting him at night in round 15 hrs later?haha...oh well...hopefully the messengers are able to work by then...

hmmm....strong gusty winds and smell of rain...i guess it's gonna rain soon....wonder hu's leaving..??haha...the only reason i said that is cos last wk it was pouring when cactus left....hehe....

oh ya...wanted to blog on liew's departure...cos it's so drama la...which made serene and others cry...haha...yup...it's long..and i shall start after she had said her speech...

so liew finished her speech and was abt to go in when terence said if she coud wait for one more person and she started crying...cos linus, her bf, wasn't there cos he booked out ard 10 plus...which was rather lucky(or by God's planning...) cos the camp was at simei...not sembawang or somewhere else...and by then it was already 10:32pm....and her parents was scolding her for waiting for linus..and she told her mum that she can go in first (cos her mom's gg there with her to settle the admin stuff ba...and to see wad liew's environment there would be like ba...) and her dad was scolding her like if she knew the consequences of missing the plane...(which i don't and i dun intend to..) and so she waited...

at the same time...zhi xian, ben koe, dan, julia, jon, brandon, terence and etc.l were at the main enterance of the departure waiting for linus...which he obviously came in a cab and from wad i heard, when he reached, he just gave the money to the taxi uncle and just dashed out of the cab and started running towards her (us)...and the rest was settled by the ppl whom i mentioned above...

and the couple finallie got their moment which kwanie happily took picts of them and serene started crying...and then it was madness for plane!!!

so a happie ending to a rather sad event... =) man...they do make me cry...but i still didn't after all...oh wellz...which all the best to the overseas yf-ers!!(and those gg soon too...) may God be with them when they are homesick and when they are enjoying themselves there...and may we all gather in spore safe and sound in dec!!


hmmm...forgot to post on the 'surprise' party for daryl, rachel liew, clarence ding and amanda goh...hehe

well...it wasn't a surprise cos someone had to i.m daryl saying that the person couldn't make it to his surprise party....SPOILER!!!!wahahahaha...and sharon broke the surprise to the rest too...oh wellz...

had a slide show on ALL the photos taken in yf...which is few thousand pics...that's so cool!!wahaha...seeing the daes of them in their c.m.i hairstyles and all reallie makes me wanna luff...and picts of the older ppl in yf...some i dun even noe...and picts of those hu are abroad studying...sighz...y didn't they have that long ago...haha...maybe becos it's daryl hu's leaving and i believe that many ppl are very close to him in yf...and they have that specially to rmb him..but the whole point is that he's coming back in dec la..lamo...oh wellz...im saying that becos im just not close to him and i can't imagine y must they do that..lolz...

anyway...and the food was super good la...potluck..yum...and after that it was a frenzy of phototaking and more phototaking...madness...haha..

how sad la..they will be gone by the end of sept...haha...=) so i won't see them on my bd...(like any diff hor??)okie...im just being lame...lalala...ya...

shall do my wok now...oh ya...did i mention that i saw moses with my friends while gg to j8??haha...and i saw barbindar while on my way back to church after sending rs to the bus stop...-.- hehe... =)


grrr...im so mad wif brigitte la...

noe that she's obsessed with that YUCKY singh...(im sorry...but he SUX to the max!!!)...is not my problem...but to link HIM and my msn nick is OUTRAGEOUS!!!

ya....if u are on my hotmail msn...u will noe wad is my nick...(my hotmail and yahoo msn nick are different...) then that gurl changed my nck from "GiLLiE Ur love makes mi sing" to "GiLLiE Ur love makes mi SINGH"

im so disgusted....to the core....cos it's a total insult to God....


boohoohoohoo.....

am i a freaking weirdo??hmmm....

oh...the only reason im saying that cos i saw someone's post...and ya...someone hu says that she's acting like mi and oh sheesh...a weirdo...wad's gotten in mua?

heck la...it's nice being a weirdo at times huh??it's my own identity....at least i noe im not copying anyone and i dun get accused of being a copycat...or rather if anyone tries to copy mi...i can call them a copycat rite??hmmm...

to set trends and let ppl copy mi...haha...not a bad idea too...haha....LAMO!!!! *justifying my own actions again*


"be ye in the world and not of the world" ....hehe....


hehe....after wad seems eternity of not blogging...im back again...actuallie i also have not been updating in that 'lil notebook that i have too...wad a waste...cos im not using my brains to think of the proper words to describe the tots and feelings i have ba...haha...so dun mind if im using wrong eng. or the wrong word to describe wad's going thru my head...

update on my life: hmmm...i noe how to play the song:Love the Lord your God..then currently trying to learn bar chords...ya...my index finger's like slanted whenever i play the guitar...so i guess i will take a while to master that...ya...hmm...and i will be going with the rest to kenny roger's at suntec....to have dinner..wonder how much i'll be spending on that...ez-link card:no money, no concession...congrats mi...hehe...and im rather broke...yupz...

man...i still dun have the urge to blog...haha...so i dun think i will blog soon....so adios....till i decide to blog again...hehe... =)



P.S hehe...i think u will have to wait like next mth or so to get my next post...or sth worth mentioning to get mi up here again...hehe...so jas and huever hu likes to read my blog...happie waiting...haha... =)

*im so spastic...* *glad that u noe*