back....and im super duper tired....dragged myself to enter todae's entry before gg to bed....
today's yf programme was outing to sentosa's tanjong beach....where we had to walk super far to the place where we settled down...
worship...i can say...was rather special...coz it was acappella...and it sounds..........rather bad...i can say... =p ppl tends to go out of tune more easily...u see...
games, we had the normal stuff like frisbee, ultimate frisbee and scoccer...and we also had sth different like rounders (for those hu dunno, it is sth like base ball....but it's diff. of course...) and also volleyball( which i can say not that often played in bishan...) la...
been slacking ard...except to play some games of frisbee and some volleyball and to throw balls to let jasmine bat.. haha...
came back home alone on the 30 bus...cos daniel got straight bus to his hse downstairs...so no entertainment (other than the time we were walking to the bus stop and he kept making my hair la...grrrz...) and then i slept on the bus until just nice...when i woke up..it was at the eunos interchange le...

boooo hooooo hooooo hooooo.....im like so so so so sad now.....and it's all thnx to jasmine lee sia...she came and msged mi on window messenger that i last time i looked so so chio... -.- which means that im looking worse than before.....and that was barely a year ago.... oh wellz.... guess i have to accept this cos i've been spiking my hair like the guys on the streets...different dress sense have different looks and also have their own style... so i have to sacrifice the 'chio-ness' for the 'cool-ness' in mi huh?? =p

went to watch 'kingdom of heaven' with my sis todae.... the person selling the tix was so iddiotic la....dun let mi buy the tix coz my birthdae haven't come yet...grrr.....govt also nv sae watch nc-16 shows birthdae must be over lor....wad's their problem man....even if they got sae...we also dunno lor... ya....throughout the show...my sis was saying that orlando bloom was super super cute...sighz....ya lor.....didn't reallie understand the show.....hmmmm...show itself was not bad lor...effects were quite good....but not as good as wad bj had said and not as bad as wad tim sng had said....so ya....not bad... =p

and i did sth reallie horrid today.....becoz i didn't control my anger that well today. i slapped kester today. if u ppl have been reading my blog....u would noe how irritated i can be wif him at times for his childishness...
wad he did was that he didn't ask for my permission to take my paint markers and he used them...and when i asked him to return them back to mi, he refused and threw it to ho ming and vice versa...then he was waving somebody else's whiteboard marker in front of mi and i got so pissed of with him and i slapped him...i think i shuld have slapped ho ming as well...for being so childish as well...but i didn't...and i sort of regretted it man...
and kester complained to miss seah...and she sort of sided wif mi...partly im a gal and also i think she also wanted to give him a slap ba...haha...for misbehaving in class....
so much for the boys in my class huh??


i saw a ghost yesterdae night(this morning)!!
my first reaction was that i was super scared and quickly turned my head away and started praying to God and singing songs of praises...haha...
0h....that thing that i saw was on my study table beside my bed and it was only a head...and it was staring at mi...and it had green light to it...
and the gals were scaring mi saying that it's a bad omen and throughout the day it became the topic of the day....oh ya...and asking mi if the head was cute... -.-


'all u need is love...'
sometimes i do wonder if that was true...hmmm....
but i guess it's true...like wad they always sae, God is love and stuff...and as christians we are dependent on Him in every aspect of our lives...
so therefore...i concluded that it is true that all u need is love....even tho this phrase is in the song for one of the songtracks in molin rouge...

oh man...i just realised that actuallie my childhood good friend, had depression when we were in primary 2...sighz....i've been thinking abt her lately....and i seriously want to meet up with her...but...it has been 8 yrs since i last saw her...and i have never seen her again after she transferred school... if onlie if there was wide publicity on depression 8 yrs ago....

i hate my internet connection...although it's broadband....but it's spoiling almost every single dae...haiz....
im starting to think that God actuallie wans mi to get off from the com to spend more time wif Him so that i can get my walk right with Him...
haha....i guess that im too hooked to the com...till the point God wants to intefere with that...ya... i noe im not doing anything productive online anyway...and God noes that too....
so i guess i shuld do my qt more seriously.... =p


sighz...no one's cuming for yf anymore...it's getting lesser and lesser ppl by the week...think it's because of the o-lvl chinese papers are just round the corner and the hols for the poly ppl are ending soon u see...
and i cant seem to have any paragraphs in my posts....anyway....im quite glad that cinnamon's attendance is quite regular...even tho exams are round the coner for lyd, sam tan and joshua...ya...and supposedly mi....(haha...but i retained u see....anyway...it will be my turn next yr..and i shall not laugh at them...)
oh well...i miss daniel sia...haha...cos i hate going home on the bus alone...and it's too quiet on the bus...even tho there was a tv mobile on the bus...but the engine sound totally covered the sound frm the tv and its like equivalent to nothing....no entertainmet...haha..
so much for that....okie...there was actuallie no games for yf..ya...and we were doing a questionaire to find out wad are our spirtual gifts...and the top 3 on the list for mi was faith (i dun think im veri faithful as a christian...) , wisdom (i dun think im wise... =p) and evangelism (i can't really tok that well to ppl abt Christ...but at least i did toked abt Christ to 3 of my non-christian friends...and had a debate wif my muslim friend...which was in the end rather rubbish...i think...) haha...
ya...think that's abt all...ya...and i might change my blogskin again....haha....


Dearest chocolate lovers....latest news on the chocolate buffet....kindly given by grace...
new details...
Craving for an assorted taste of chocolate instead of the usual? Indulge the chocolate lover in you and head on down to the City of Chocolate @ Timberlux Centre, where you are granted a chance to try different brands of chocolate, or products made of chocolate, like cakes, ice cream, pastries etc.
At level 1, exhibitors display their products and sales and at Level 2, a buffet spread and dining area await you. You can make your purchase directly from the exhibitors after getting your stomach filled. On top of that, renowned Thai sculptor Mr Prajap Ngamsap will perform live demonstrations on ice and chocolate carving.
City of Chocolate happens from 22nd May till 31st May at the Timberlux Centre, 326 Havelock Road (beside Riverview Hotel, opposite Miramar Hotel). Admission is $18 per adult / $13 per child (below 12) per entry. There will also be a free shuttle service from Outram Park MRT. Interested parties please leave ur contact or email chocolate_event2005@yahoo.com.sg to make purchase of the entry tickets. Tickets are not sold at any counters.
so peepz...do take note of them...


yay...finallie got a blogskin that i quite liked....in case u are wondering y i changed my skin so many times in 2 daes...it is because that my 2nd blogskin,cow and chicken, had a lil problem which i dunno how to fix cos im not good at computers and html stuff...so i changed it lorz...ya...
must be wondering hu are the liars rite??haha...no one actuallie...unless u want to bluff mi and i can be glad to put ur name down here... =p


wah...i fail 4 subjects all together sia...maths----comfirm fail wan...cos my maths sux....then combined science...fail by 3 marks....cos my physics got f9...so pull down my chem...combined humans....fail by 5 marks...cos i failed social studies...cos i THINK social studies is rather propaganda-ish...so i nv studied for that....and design and technology...i dunno wad happen to mi that dae...think last paper i slack...then also having headache then anyhow do lor.....then liaddat sure confirm fail lor...haha...
so im not happie that i failed...so sian...


oh....i forgot to put a joke up here....so lemme share the joke now...
The joke: during DnT lesson yesterdae, while checking the dnt paper.....this guy walked up to the teacher to change his marks...i commented: if this guy is abit taller, skinnier and hmge his spects and his hair style....he can reallie look like samuel....just then, my friend sitting beside mi gave mi a weird look and said: "he's samuel!!!" huh?samuel?? "oh, u mean the 4k samuel lee huh??"
so samuel looks like samuel....


haha....few daes more....before i can see him again......it seems ages since the last time i saw him...and that's 2 weeks ago....
will i survive till the dae i see him next??(actuallie i will la....it's just blearghx....)wahahahaha.....
can't believe im actuallie typing this stupid post....


got back two papers so far.....haiz...it's bad...reallie...
cos i failed physics and barely scraped thru my english....dunno wad happened to my english this yr sia....cos last year my english results was like so much better then last yr sia....maybe due to the different methods of teaching this yr...but...my english teacher had been the same one lor...
as for physics....i feel veri bad...cos i didn't reallie studie for that...and then i have been bugging chong mian to teach mi physics.....haha.....but the questions were rather difficult to mi....so sighz....im so dead lorz... =p


Dearest all chocolate lovers,
these are the details for the CHOCOLATE BUFFET!!!!(for those hu can't resist the temtations of chocolate...)
Date:22 May to 31 may 2005
Location: 326 havelock road, timberlux centre( near river view hotel,or oppsite hotel miramir)
addmission: adult $18, child $13
TICKETING HOTLINE: Crystal 97561706/ Rachel 90082877
HAVE FUN!!!


got my com/internet fixed....finallie....the previous post was written just now...not yesterdae....
yupz....so abt the chocolate buffet.....im still looking for it....ya...so do give mi time kies....?
shall sign off here.... =p


haha....back onlie now cos i fell asleep on the bus and overshot all the way to siglap...
see...without entertainment on the bus....this would happen....haha....ya la....it's pouring cats and dogs right now and im so so so tired now...yawnz...nitez


wah liao....lucky guy sia.....daniel's at penang or at kl slacking or rather spending his hols in m'sia with his extended family...
sigh...so i guess i will have to find ways to entertain myself on the bus before he comes back huh??
oh....for those hu didn't noe....i normally catch a bus back with daniel after yf and dinner....cos we stay "near" each other and the bus rides were like 40 mins long (plus minus waiting time or jamming time which occurs near eunos...which is my hse there)...so we( mi, daniel and andrew or jonathan(his two bros.) or both or just the 2 of us) would crack some super lame jokes la...or sth entertaining that makes travelling home on the bus fun....haha...
so wish me happie travelling on the bus tml!! =p


let's be sad....i didn't go out todae....wad a fine weather it is to go tanning....wad a waste....
i didn't go out today cos tania can't go out and the pig sis of mine is still sleeping....wad the heck...
oh wells....im so so bored....one dae liaddat wasted at home....and thereforwe im staring into the coldness of my monitor screen and thinking wad to do now....currently like so few ppl online cos all out i guess to catch up on their loss of enertainment for the past few weeks due to exams...
and poor mi...stuck in this small lil place and stoning.....haiz...

wahahahaha!!!!im turning mad la....elvin actuallie replied to mi thru mail!!!!gosh....i had never in my life expected him to reply to mi sia....wahahahaha.... so cool....i had never felt better sia....durning this period of time in my life...and definately it has brighten the dae for mi... oh.....in case if u wan to noe hu is the guy who replied mi....he's the actor in the show called a life of hope where he was "liangyi"....ya? so i guess u should noe y im so so so mad abt the e-mail....(even madder when i had my 1st bf....but not as siao as when 5566 came to s'pore that time....or was it the same....hmmmm....)

grr....im so pissed off....du ask mi why...i need to let steam off from mi if not i think i will explode sia....so ya...pls dun bother....ya....so tml's marking dae....hmmm....so far im planning to go swimming wif tania...and some other friends and head off to ice- skating...
fell better...at least i no nid to see that stupid piece of shit....like i give a f***ing damn abt him....im sorry that im using "colourful" language....but if i dun use that i think i will explode like a time bomb...
sighz.....oh wellz..do pray for my short temper ba....the fuse's getting shorter and shorter... ;o(


yay!!!exams are finallie over!!!!!woohooo!!!!haha....mi turning mad le....haha...
after exams..i went over to tania's hse to change my clothes and she was kind enuff to lend mi her super big polo tee....wahahaha....ya...
and we went bugis to catch hse of wax....wanted to watch it wif brigitte and chi kin wan...but then the stupid old hag...(im sorry i called her this....but she reallie is one...) refused to sell them tix...even tho it was chi kin who was buying the tix...think that the old hag thinks that nc-16 is above 16 onlie while it's actuallie 16 and above...so anyways...they can't watch hse of wax with us...
haha...the sound effects were actuallie veri scary....until the point where one part of the show i just screamed la....luckily it was almost the same time as the female lead screamed....ya la....so paiseh lor...then i came out of the show laughing becoz i screamed then i felt super shiok lorz...and the ending was touching too...ya...reminds mi of taeguki,brotherhood, where the ending was all so touching wan....
then i realised that the 2 nc-16 shows that i watched the ending all super touching wan....but when i watched taeguki, i came out crying like siao, and as for hse of wax, i came out laughing.....wad a funnie thing... =p
ya...after that when shopping ard bugis and bugis village there...and i saw so many cute ppl there...until i dun wan to see le...wah...so shiok lor.....haha.....but i still like my crush better ba...but so long nv see him le...wondering how he is now....hmmm.....

Wednesday, May 11, 2005

lalalalalalala...mad... 10:08 PM

welcome to the new look of my blog....finallie changed the old and ugly skin to this...although it looks dumb too...haha...trying out this new skin only....
ya tml will be the last paper for mid yrs and im all slacking now....cos it's the last paper ma...so im slacking here like anything and even spend time changing my blog skin.....wahahaha....think i shall not eleborate how i spend my time on all this....cos my cat's getting impatient with mi for sitting at this computer table and doing all these rubbish things cos she is guai and wants to heed wad the vet said to her: spending quality time with your owners.....(sounds to mi like wad the govt has been saying huh??)
ya....i am not very happie with my blogskin and will change it again when i have the time...(which is after my exams and after i watch kingdom of heaven...)
oh ya....did i mention that lance's stead resembles mi??i think she does...except that she has long hair (i think)...and i currently have short hair which i love spiking it up...oh well....i guess i look like the gal if i have long hair and skinnier...and i certainly do not wish to look like the gal...i only wan to look like myself...haha....to the gal....don't be angy wif wad i said...cos that spilt moment when i saw that pict on lance's display pict on msn...i tot that was mi when im younger...haha...but seriously...i did...
oh wells...not that im in love wif lance again....but it does struck mi how odd i am like, being single for like so long...and i think im mad...one moment to have someone beside me...and the other not caring if i do have that someone at all...
hmmm.....u call that self- comforting??

Tuesday, May 10, 2005

blearghx... 6:39 PM

two more papers to go sia....so sian....
guess wad?i saw little lamb(my cousin) at parkway!wahahaha......he's so lame lor...take bus for like one bus- stop nia...might as well walk right??guess he's late for work ba....
jy wanted to intro some guy to me...but i saed no...then she asked mi why...and i told her i prefer being single and also i do have a crush on someone.....and im not going to jio him or sth....cos im a passive person??haha...actuallie not....i prefer the status quo now and it would be such a waste to the friendship if he dun agree to be my stead rite??that wall of embarassement would be there till the end of time??haha....like wad BJ said...too young to have a stead...and that you still have like such a long way to go before u actuallie get married(unless u wan to get married at 21 la...)
damn the stupid cat....scratch the colllar out...then wan to put it back then growl and scratch mi untill my wounds all bleeding now....grr....

Saturday, May 07, 2005

a horrid person and her horrid 'lil cat... 11:59 PM

stupid cat.....act guai...wahahaha...but....she's not guai....at all.... went to visit the si gin-na at the vet's.....and she looked so ke lian...so i went to carry and sa- yang her....and she....went to bite mi.... horrible cat....sick until liaddat still wan to act ok....sigh....i miss she so much la....im like on my verge to crying....coz i miss her so so so much...coz i miss her little ways...and her bitting.... i noe im a horrible person.....fancy missing abuse from a cat....haha...think over the 6-7 mths i gotten too used too her....even though i did spend a week or so not seeing her when i went to kl last year... haha...so let mi just be a horrible person hu misses her horrible cat ba!! =p

Friday, May 06, 2005

chimpz... 6:01 PM

exams...exams and exams....sigh...wad a hetic week...and now finally it's da weekends!!!yay...wahahaha.....pls dun mind mi....im getting a bit more crazy than last time coz i was cramming eveything into my 'lil pea-sized brain...and now it's side-effects time!!! haha...
im happie cos it's da weekend and mon's another dae of break...due to a-maths paper...(yay!!i dun take a-maths...) so i can spend these few daes slacking abit...or slowly take my time to digest the infomation/knowledge into my 'lil pea-sized brain... wahahahahahaha.....
thinking happily that i could spend these few daes with my ah chimp (real name: chimpy) or otherwise known as chimpy...she, of all things came down wif a stupid ear infection...and made her rather fat face even fatter and swollen....and had to be hospitalized.....grrr.......she could just get it last sunday or something rite??the period of time where i was busily preparing for my exams where i won't miss her that much and i could even concentrate on my studies.....
oh wellz...she can't decide when she want to get sick right??haha...so i shan't grumble and complain anymore hor??haha.....shall sign off....buaiz...

Tuesday, May 03, 2005

exams.. 9:08 PM

hey...im back...after a recent spate of bad things that happened to me...sighz.... not going to type everything out here...cos i dun feel like??haha.... now exams are round the corner too.....so must pia slso...so im like gg to study after i finish this post....ya....haha... if u reallie wan to noe wad bad stuff happened to mi over the weekend...do feel free to come tok to mi privately or sth...then i MIGHT tell u...haha.... P.S the tagboard is down!!! will fix it asap tho....cheerios!!!

Sunday, May 01, 2005

sighz... 12:32 AM

back....y do i see so many cute guys nowdaes???makes mi jealous.... -.- kidding! oh wells...im like nv gonna to finish my revision at the rate im going....
sighz....im dead meat... God bless mi!!