yay!!!so glad tt nicholas came msg me at like one plus in the morning sae that he will be cuming for this sat's yf!!!haha...well..i slept like 2 plus tis morning then to my utmost surprise...i woke up at 7 this morning!then im so glad that God helped mi (praise Him!!)...so im not late this morning....if not....i'll be dead meat...haha...then recess time the gals frm 3k came and tried matchmaking mi wif every single guy in my class....grrr....and they in the end matchmade mi and amirul....wad the heck??anyway...i dun care...i dun wan to be in the S.A.D (single, available,desperate) grp...pointless...i belive love will come when the time ripes...so meanwhile i rather mind my own buisness and serve God...more satisfying...but that doesn't mean that if i got a bf i won't serve God kies??ya....anyway...i came home earlie is to catch 40 winks wan...bad nite slp becoz my mum threw away my old pillow and the new one was so hard like a rock...grr... *yawnz* anything can msg mi on my hp @ 96612178...dun send rubbish kiez??



sigh....how comwe everyone's blog do until so nice wan.... *sobx* sigh....i hate this thing....all so chim wan....dun even noe how to link and stuff....like i said...im a computer geek...so tt's y im keeping it simple...but this smiplicity is so damn ugly u noe....well i dun care le...well...if u wan to help mi to do up this blog u are so welcomed u noe...just drop mi a line and u can do this...but then no pay...haha



well welll...that post was not as bad as i tot...wahahaha....hey....my password easy to figure out meh??tot i gave u the password..... *sighz* dun care le....so anyway...thnx for cuming for yf and spending da whole dae wif mi...well....learnt alot frm u and let mi reflect la...so then must remember come for yf kiez?? =p



Wahahaha this is nick from st pats here. Wahahaha. seems that this blog is unguarded maybe i should remodify it abit. Wahahaha. a little drunk now hic... now back to this a Gillian change ur pass word its too easy to figure out.

P.S this was posted by the Guardianoflinfe wahahahaha.
What the hell am i doing???



yay!!!got my new spects le...haha....so i didn't actuallie wait for 39 hrs and 20 mins??haha...and let mi give u a brief description of my new spects....it's frameless and the brigde of the spects is metalllic pink and the rest of the ear peice is red....ya....haha....acutallie wanted blue....but in the end chose this la.... =p too bad no pict....so u ppl out there have to wait to see mi in my new spects ba!!!



hi....im back...yup...if u ppl have seen me around in sch wif spects...ya tt's mi...haha....coz i can't wear my contacts and i broke my spects during D&T lesson so i now currently wearing mi sis's spects...well...actuallie i can't see clearly in my sis's spects...coz my degree is almost twice as high as my sis's...and in case u are wondering y dun i wear my own degree spects...well...mine's still at the optician's...and it's a new pair...coz y old one cannot be salvaged...coz the frame broke becoz of metal fatigue (hey mr koh...i didn't let u down...i was listening in ur class last year!!) ya...and the new pair will be ready ready by fri....and tt is by God's grace...coz the optician saes it's rather impossible to get it done by fri actuallie...so hope that it will be done...coz im getting headaches and pain in the eyes frm all tt squinting....ya...and im counting down....39 hrs and 39 mins to go before i get my new spects!!!! haha...



sigh....im feeling blue and more blue and even blue....dun ask mi here y im liaddat....msg mi on messenger and i might just tell u....haha....



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bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad dae 4 me todae...ĞĨĺĹĭë's current situation: pyhsically: down, mentally: down, psycologically: down, spiritually: down, luck: down...

GGGGGGRRRRR...im totally down todae and im still going down...everything's down for mi...so anything can make mi go down now...for example...this spliting headache of mine is going to make mi down...ya...go down frm the chair to the floor to roll...coz it hurts!!!

and i actuallie wanted to sae sth abt down...but i forget le...so down...shuld just knock it down rite??haha..like how mani times huh?? =p



ggggrrrrrrrr.....im like supposed to do my history hw rite now but the point is like mi dunno how to do and im really going to tear my hair out soon-literally...so horrible...the sources gave little ans to the questions leh...and im reallie hoping mad wif the questions le....sigh...i just hate homework la...admit it....i dun feel compelled to do homework le...and im mentally and spiritually down...sigh...im like when i see my homework now...i just feel like doing 3 things...first take a panadol coz im having a bad headache, second do noth coz i feel like pucking too...and last but not least...TO TEAR MY HOMEWORK UP!!!it's torturing mi...i stare at the paper and the paper's staring at mi...i can't take it le!!but on a second note..if im liaddat this yr...how am i going to survive next yr?? =p hopefully i can be like hann khee...being compelled to study...seriously i dun mind being compelled to studie...but provided i noe my stuff would i able to enjoy studying...wahahaha...so role model of the yr award goes to HANN KHEE... =)



damn it...i noe im fat...but still no nid to laugh liaddat rite??and u ppl!!daniel and eilliot!!im not ur teacher-cum-maid in D & T lesson leh...still wan to snatch my marking guage when behind still gt alot of marking guages...after i teach u ppl how to use the marking guage...没有良心的..一个两个...and im not done wif u, elliot..watch out where u strike ppl...u whack kester and he slam into mi...nice one hor...and now im still hurting...thanks to the both of u...and daniel...i never buy ur file...coz i didn't have enough cash..and u betta hand in ur eng hw before her lessons start sia...if not u will get us in alot of trouble....and i DUN LIKE ELLIOT!!so wad if this thingy saes i like flirting wif him...it does not mean anyting...for goodness sake...ggggrrrrr...and u kester....u think u damn shuai issit...my gosh...u are the weirdest thing i have eva seen...are u called the butt ugly martian???gggrrrrr....can't see wad's so gd about u sia... and u jia heng...dun luff...wad's wif the gillette thingy??and brigitte and tania....gillian is not equals to eilliot, elliot equals to nicholas, therefore gillian is still not equals to nicholas...wad the heck sia...TOTAL RUBBISH!!!



i love cinnamon!!!wahahaha...to noe wad is cinnamon which i love, msg mi or just pop over to zion bible presbyterian church on saturdaes at 4 sharp at bishan street 13 near kuo chuan presbytarian primary sch...kiez??



hey...im back...well...todae was the small grp launch....yup...and i officially became small grp leader...therefore i must discipline myself to go 4 yf and also to do qt regularly...now super sleeply....will update later...




oh drats...i think im in love at the tot of being a retainee....this is because i get to laugh at my friends slogging out their guts while i get to do that next yr...am i saddistic??hmmm.....anyway..i dun care...actuallie im reallie feeling lousy rite now coz i had a BIG fight wif my dad...coz he is totally UNREASONABLE... (val...ur dad is not the only one hu is unreasonable...) he wanted to throw the cat out becoz he dislikes them and anything bad happens to him or the family...he blames the cat...THAT IS CALLED UNREASONABLE.....it's not her fault...i admit she is playful...but after all...she is still a young kitten....dun tell mi that when we were young we had nv been naughty and playful??im sure we all had been thru this stage... (even if u are a total nerd u would also have been thru it) so wad?? i hate unreasonable ppl...and therefore i hate him seriously...but becoz Lord Jesus saes that love thy enemies...i have beared wif him..but noeing that i have a nasty temper which comes as quickly as it goes...im sure to get into trouble...
gggggrrrrrr.....i hate it man...and due to the fact that i converted to Christianity and i tend to side the cat...frictions between us have been more often...so in the near future...an 'earthquke' will be happening in y family...like plate tectonics... (mi not conducting a geog lesson on plate tectonics...interested ppl go check out on the net or can ask the pure geog ppl..) so don't be surprised if u see wandering on the streets next time.... =p



hey...so im back again...jy saed that the youngest person in 4k is not sam...but her...but then i just remembered that shawn's bd is in dec and jy's bd is in nov??sigh...i dun care le...anyway...im not in 4k anyway...and im not giving them prezzies... =p hu will come screw mi?? *eyes being rolled*
ya... so u noe i dun care le..then todae i pon np...i felt guilty u noe...and becoz i nv go np...i am now declared a bankrupt...i now have no money at all...serious..sighz...
well...anyway...Y CAN"T U PPL JUST STOP HOUNDING MI ABOUT KESTER???aaarrrrggggg!!i hate it u noe....just becoz i dun have a crush or bf must psyco mi to get one huh??so 变态...u ppl....sighz...isn't it gd to be single??then no nid to worry if ur bf do sth behind ur back..but bad pt is no free meals (jkjk..) or to show off???
well i guess sum ppl might sae 吃不到葡萄说葡萄酸...then i got nth to sae..anyone close to mi will noe how mani bfs i had making this decision...ya...
so in all...i dun wan ppl come up to mi sae i like kester...or ask if i like him...for my ans is a big 'NO'......



hey...tode's zenas bd...haha...the first of 3k 'o4 student to turn sixteen...haha...of course the 1st in my ex-class to do legal *** u noe....haha...like i care...so i heard frm jas that they were all laughing at sam coz the is the youngest among all...haha...then they tot he errected in class...haha...cos he suddenly went to the toilet..



sigh...too bad i didn't join in the fun har??but it was pervertic...ya...so...was that gd or bad??well i dunn0...



toking abt age...i suddenly felt so old...coz my class all younger than mi...then among mi, bri and tania (the retainees...sigh)...im the oldest...so that makes mi the oldest in class...haha...yawnz...



but then i set bad example 4 them...so they betta not learn from mi... =p coz im a spoilt brat...



well...just as well im here i wan to make myself clear to my class ppl....I DUN LIKE KESTER OKIE??AND ELLIOT...wah...damn lame lor...u ppl....just becoz kester likes mi...then i must like him....if that was the case....mani ppl would have liked mi also rite...and elliot...okie...i admit...i like flirting wif him....FULLSTOP....nothing else le...



lame piece of shit...grrrrrr...okie...i noe these words are not exactly nice...but it's rather useful in expressing my tots...y huh??



now u all noe i dun like kester...can u ppl stop bugging mi abt him???and if amirul or hu eva hu see this dun come ask mi which guy in the class i like k?? coz i dun wan and i dun like to get into any more relationships other then friendship k? i dun wan to spoil the relationship...



ya...then if u are reading this, zenas (which i think u won't), i wish u happie birthdae and have a swit 16 and may all ur dreams come true...



well stay tuned to this blog for more info about gille's life and things around her... =p



sigh...i feel so sad today...y?? becoz im feeling sad...haha..NO LA...of coz got reason wan wad...sigh...i wan GO PROM NITE!!!! *sobx* y?? y they did they not let mi go to sec 4?? anyway i noe the reason...becoz the 3 subjects i passed wasn't maths or science....darn it... but they saed clearly in the organizer that so long u passed 3 subjects, that is english and any TWO OTHER subjects, u passed ur sec 3 promos rite???so y didn't i go leh??sighz...i noe the ans to that question too...becoz they dun wan students like mi to flunk our O-levels so that they can keep their reputation clean becoz they are an AS school ma....think i dunno...so liaddat it's killing 2 birds wif a stone u see...so they obviously will sae the nicer 'excuse' to our parents so that they will decide to let us retain...think we retards arh???bask it sia...grrrl....and i reallie sux in maths and science....and to go to a poly.. have to be good in maths and science rite??sighz...darn it...so iddiot lehz...sigh...will...will worry abt tt later....drop in lata...



hmmmm......i want to ask sth....y sweet sixteen leh??isn't every yr the same??or issit becoz at 16 u get to go to ur 1st prom nite???haha....hmmmm.....anyone care to ans this??



hihi...mi's back...back here to write my entry and back from nyp (nanyang poly)...well....i reallie must sae that it has reallie been an eye-opener..coz there are many things tt i learnt todae....the campus is SO SO SO NICE....suddenly i have the urge to study there...but then they never offer the course that im currently interested in...so i guess i won't be studying there even tho i wan to go there la...haha...and then i had a glimpse of the past and present students' artworks and it was reallie nice...ermmm...artistic la...ya...then the guide 4 our sch came and pointed out his yr one artwork then liaddat we: me ,bri ,tan and rui (all short forms of their names...) now noe his name le...wahahaha....quite a cute guy.... =p but then i not interested la...so dun think anything else hor...ya...then we also saw the classes going on then ya...i guess we were disrupting the classes...and of course...there were cute guys...haha...anywhere sure got cute guys ma...haha...so anyway...after the tour we all went home....i mean my class and i...and the reason to y my class were at nyp...we were supposed to go 4 a seminar...but it was so so boring...haha...so i wasn't listening...well end here lor...bb!!



back...it has been a cloudy dae...and im so glad that someone came to sae that they got read my blog or come to me and sae that they can't get in to my blog coz of wrong format or something!!so happie...haha...mi dun expect to get a loyal fan base or wad...but sometimes it's comforting to noe that someone's actuallie reading wad i write....haha...ya...or at least someone has the intrest to read wad im actuallie writing...so readers...guess wad i have in store 4 u??okie...just kidding...haha...mi getting crazy le...must get in hand...okie...mi learnt alot of things todae by the sermon by pastor eddy...ya...like we have already died and now that we are made alive thru Christ...sin has lost the power to control us and it's possible to live a Christ-like life...meaning it's possible to live sinless and also it is us to decide whether to live like that or not...well i guess it is not easy cos sumtimes it's easier to tell a lie than to sae the thruth...but like wad john westly (is his sirname liaddat spelt??dunno...wadeva it is..he is the founder of the methodist church...) to get rid of temptations, just shut off the tempations...and it will just die off....it does work for mi ba...but recently i found myself sinning more and more...although it's a white lie...bit i guess...it's still a lie ba...so i have to be firmer on my stand and have to guard myself against the devil ba...well...wish me all the best in one step to victorious christian living ba!!



sigh...the cat just deleted wad i just typed 4 the past 1/2 hrs...well...i was saying how my school life was and it's reallie has been a great wk...except for some unpleasent incidents la...yup..and also mainly becoz i DID MY HOMEWORK!!haha...and i missed my last yr's teachers...coz they are called BEST!!! and so coinecidentally...all the ppl hu i badly wan them to teach mi didn't teach mi...and the ppl hu i dun reallie wan them to teach mi did...for some im reallie glad that they are teaching my class coz they are reallie the gd teachers in sch...while some...i really pity my classmates 4 having them as a teacher...coz it really will affect them in their promotional exams for sec 4...or maybe it might motivate them to self study ba...y is it okie 4 mi to have tt type of teachers??well becoz i actuallie retained 4 a yr...ya...not becoz i didn't make it u noe...but becoz they think i too risky to take the chance to take the exams this yr...sigh...so they think i should strenghten my foundation first...then next yr go take o-levels...sighz...hopefully i can make it lor.... =p



im back...frm KL to S'pore...and to here to update my blog...haha...so ya...
my trip can say...it's a shopping trip lor...go to the so-called 'must go!!' shopping places like KLCC, mid-valley, lot 10, sugnei wang, berjaya times square, chinatown, ya...then the food was nice and cheap...and my hotel's concierge service was not bad...haha...ermmm...actuallie it was the guy tt was nice...not the service itself... =p ya...then wanted to take pict wan todae...but then he so nice todae off day...so sad-ed lor...sigh...din't reallie take alot of picts cos i onlie took them on the last 2 daes of the trip...so alot of things tt i wanted to take nv take lar...yar lor...think tt's all lar....still haf to unpack my stuff...sigh...welll end here lor...bb...