im back...yar...im bored...that darn tsunami that was caused by the darn sumatra earthquke has killed more than 44 thousand and still counting on...and have left everything destroyed in its wake...ya...anyway...im going to KL in a few more hrs time and im bored...coz im missing out on alot of programmes...like my small grp gg to seoul gardens lata todae and then there is the midnite service for the beginning of the new yr and the thnxgiving service at yilin's church.. sigh..well...i do badly wan to go for these activities...but mi will be in KL like i said...grrrl...well...4 daes 3 nites of shopping...maybe is a gd thing afer all..can go see see look look wad is the culture there...hmmmm....and a good change of environment after being cooped up at home for so long...well...i was planning not to slp tonite..but guess i will after all...i dunno lar...coz if i slp rite...i v hard to wake up wan...coz i will need to wake up at 6 plus? and it's so late now le...well well...i see how first...ya...all the best to mi... =p and hope i can make a good choice...

hey....im back...but i dunno wad to rite le...i have so mani thing to write...but at the same time...i don't feel like writing leh...sighz... the last time i came here was in the wee hours of christmas eve...that's like three X 24 hours ago...equals to 72 hours ago...my maths didn't fail after all...and alot of things can happen within a short period of time...let alone 72 hours...haha... ya...24th dec 2004....i went for my sis's chinese orchestra concert (she's in city orchestra if u didn't noe...)...then i fell asleep there...coz im tired and it's rather boring...i can't appreciate chinese orchestra music...tho i quite like some songs...ya...im sorry for falling asleep there...but it's simply not my cup of tea....then lata mi and my mum went to suntec to the citylink to have ice-cream from wild hibiscus...ya...then jalan jalan...then there got nth...so took a 36 back to parkway...wanted to take 15 home...but then no bus...so took a cab home... 25 dec-IT"S CHRISTMAS!!!!so went for service and then gave out christmas prezzies....and also receive them...haha...then saw sum ppl hu nv see for a long time le...ya...went carolling wif ppl frm Tabernacle B-P Church...coz i nice to jojo ma...haha...kidding...=p ya...noe quite alot of ppl...but i forget their names le...but hey!!i still remember ur faces...haha...so ya...i got bad memory...ppl hu noe mi will definately agree wif mi on this point...and P.S jojo is a friend to mi only...nothing else...so ppl hu see this page no nid to ask mi hu is jojo...i type 'jojo' becoz i lazy to type his full name...=p then...26 dec...which is todae...didn't go for service becoz i woke at eleven forty-five...and service starts at ten twenty...haha...and frm my hse it takes one hr to reach church...so u sae leh...my dreams were shattered when the plates slide past each other...(in case u dunno...that is plate tectonics....that's were GEOGRAPHY comes IN...*muakz to miss yap*thnx for teaching me geog...u rawk man...and therefore geography too rawks my world!!) yup...sumatra had an earthquake which was 8.9 on the Ricter scale...and this caused tsunamis around thailand area and at Phuket island...where im supposed to go...thousands died and many more injured...so u think i can go there??well...anyway...my mum and i will be going over to KL instead to shop....pray God that there will be vacancies at the hotel tt we are going to stay in...and that there will be no unrest in KL during our stay...and the weather will be fine..yup...then tt's abt it all....then i will be away from the 29th till 1 jan next year....if all goes well lar...so wish mi all the best!! singing off here.... .:ĞĨĺĹĭë:.

im so so glad tt i toked to nicholas lin just now...coz he just reminded mi how to be a betta person and to be able to be a betta testimony to God...yar....maybe to the 3k '04 gals he may seem to be an eccentric and weird guy...but he is a reallie nice guy to tok to if u are willing to listen to him....im serious...and he is more serious than wad all of us think...maybe when he sees this he might be saeing 'u crazy or wad?'or words sth like that...but i noe deep down he is agreeing wif mi...coz like wad old sayings sae,'do not judge a book by its cover'. i think this is reallie true...becoz many a time we tend to judge things the way they are presented to us..we don't stop to think (maybe 'too busy') y certain things are in this or that way...we only think of the immediate consequences that the way of a certain decision may bring...and in the end...we tend to blame the wrong person or begrudge the wrong things... so therefore,stop to think of the long term effects first before jumping onto any conclusions...the devil tends to tempt us into being hot headed and rashness and irrational...so try to stop all these from happening and be the exact opposite from wad the devil tempts us...to be rational and analyse the situation before coming to any decisons or conclusions. i noe wad i sae now is like 'it's easier said then done'.but life is not a bed of roses.life is just like crossroads.letting us decide to take the path leading to heaven,to be with our Father throughout eternity, or to take the path leading to hell,where we would be suffering throughout eternity.. i have chosen the path to heaven,have u done so today?? **the road to heaven is definately not a smooth one...everydae ppl are struggling with the devil..u are not alone...share ur problems with a friend hu u trust and together overcome obstacles and defeat the devil and victory is urs!for at the end of the road,Jesus is there to welcome u...and to noe that u have done well in the path of life,to overcome every trial and trribulation,so that u can be refined as pure gold,it's really satisfying...come and be a part of this great family today!!!

eas

23 dec...an unforgetable day...not becoz i saw cute guys or anything...but i sort out my thoughts le...even though im still confused....so it doesn't matter rite??haha...im reallie quite dumb after all...heehee...

tt's me ma....so wad if i take longer time then others to get sth straight??i dun care u noe..

haiz...im mad.... =p

>>todae i saw a veri cute guy...

>>at Parkway...and we took the same bus...

>>even cuter then him/them...

>>so i have a crush on cute guy...

>>so i dun like him/them...

>>haha...

>>so dun bother guessing...

>>yup.

>>im mad...

>>so i wish to noe cute guy..

>>haha...

>>i must be dreaming..

>>yar...if got chance...

>>i might noe cute guy...

>>so sad...

>>anyway...

>>stop toking abt cute guy...

>>i went carolling...

>>lucky i didn't dress too bad...

>>got ppl more formal than mi...

>>haha...

>>i dun care...

>>i tok abt carolling lata...

>>mi going slp le..

>>nitenite...

>>yawnz...

>>see ya...

>>sayonara.

>>再见。。

i feel sad this week...it's christmas week leh...but...i just didn't catch the atmosphere.... y leh?? im just so so blue.... anything to cure of this?? i dun wan to feel this way.... ARGH!!!!!!!

>>hi...sorry i didn't update...i wanted to...but im too lazy...and there is sth wrong wif my server...
yar...

>>i like a guy...or two...but i won't sae hu (obvious rite?)...i think he/they is/are cute...i noe it's sth called crush...

>>so i won't breathe a word abt this to him/them...

>>their characters are totally diff (i think...)

>>but they have similar points...which i still will not mention...

>>becoz of him/them (or maybe not)...rugby players from a certain sch are added to my 'cool' list...other than TKNCC guys... =p

>>so i think...him/they are cool..

>>i dun think he/they dunno im toking abt him/them...even tho i say liaddat...

>>or maybe he/they noe...

>>u think i care??

>>maybe i do..

>>haha..

>>so wad??

>>TK ppl...dun bother guessing...

>>coz i believe u won't noe them...

>>unless u are related to them...

>>i can't even put their initials up here...

>>becoz i have seniors wif same initials..

>>and his/their name/names is/are veri short..

>>so can't have initials..

>>i think some ppl noe le...

>>oh drats...but this requires thinking...

>>so ppl interested to guess...happie guessing...

>>even if u guess correctly...

>>I still won't sae..unless u are a VIP to mi...

>>coz i dun like to sae to non-VIPs...

>>how??

>>interested??

>>happie guessing!! =)

woohooo!!mi's back...back from YF and from j8(in case u dunno...it's junction 8..) yup...and ya...the title fer this is AGM(it's Annual General Meeting..) then mi went for tt lor..becoz i officially became a YF member...ya...but it doesn't mean anything...it just mean tt u will cum fer YF on a regular basis and responsibilities tt u have to shoulder...ya..but then again...it's for God rite? so...y complain? i think im stupid lar...so forgive mi for my stupidity...and dun try to dissuade mi of tt...yar??oh ya...after AGM was YF... uncle Lawrence shared with us how God has touched him and changed his life..although it as interesting to hear...but i guess becoz of his volume and his delivery of speech was not tt smooth...he couldn't grab the attention of his audience...ya...so in a way..it taught mi how to deliver my speeches better and more importantly to have a closer walk with God so that He can change mi life and be a good testimony for Him...ya...after YF...mi met Gloria's cousin...hu was new to YF...and so coincedentally tt she was my sch mate last time at KCP [CHIJ (Katong) Primary] and so we chatted all the way...yup...then mi went 4 dinner and later went shopping..and nth nice happened there actually...so i won't elelaborate le..yawnz...im gg to slp le....gd nitez!!



well...im like suppose to update this thing yesterdae...but mi yesterdae too sleepy le...plus my mom using da com...so i now update wad's on yesterdae...i went for TK band concert yesterday...yup...and reached s'pore conference hall at 6 plus...when all the band ppl were preparing for the concert...so i asked yvonne where they sold there tix...and so i got my tix and went for dinner...and later saw alot of my 'level mates' yup...but i not quite on gd terms wif sum of them so didn't really tok to them..at 7:30 p.m the concert started,and the effect of the medicine started to affect mi...but i still managed to stay awake but i was drifting apart from the concert...becoz i guess it was not the familiar pieces tt i normally hear in school ba, so i normally won't be that interested and it was also becoz it was classical music(issit?)...haha...then the break came and went for a stoll wif val and tania hu were there too..then got lost so went back to sit at my seat lor...then the second half of the concert...the band played 'lively' music, like the soundtracks frm <>, <> and also from <>...finally the end came but the audience wanted an encore so they decided that the junoir band should join the main band in the encore piece...but all things should come to an end...and at 9:43p.m the cioncert ended...and i went home and at the mrt station..i saw kek hwee and nic toh and their friend and on the mrt...i saw yilin and alicia and yilin's mum...haha..then i reached home...

quite a boring dae...rite??

Thursday, December 16, 2004

the cat 6:15 PM

wow...2 daes and this is the 6th entry...can guess how bored i am rite??yup yup...okie...im actually watching tv and thinking wad to write to fill the spaces here...sigh...looking at my cat...he's a bundle of energy...but too bad...his energy is wasted on the wrong things...rite now tt cat of mine is chasing some stuff around the house...well...at least he is not the computer table biting some wire or stepping on this keyboard...yup...im enjoying the 'peace' rite now...that cat thinks that he is a jaguar (becoz he is black) or sth...always trying to steal an attack on mi when im not looking...so i always get bitten by him...stupid rite??haha...well...im off to watch tv!!see ya!

skits.. 2:29 PM

well well...im back again...wif a new entry... =p yesterdae i went to gmss to look at wen kai's 'performance' or can say an outreach thru skit during thetir camp...the performance was really great...esp. when they portrayed Jesus had to bear our sins on the cross for us and to be beaten by the soldiers...wen kai was acting as Jesus...and the guy hu was acting as one of the soldiers...really wacked him wif a belt..ouch!but thankfully...it wasn't the leather kind so i guess it wouldn't hurt that much..ya...but thinking back...Jesus must have hurt even more...the physical pain He had to endure...plus the betrayal of His disciple,judas,and the mockery by His own people..seriously..i can't think how He endured all that...but still..thru His love for us...He died for us on the cross..so that we could be reconcilled together with our Lord our God in heaven..so i think this skit, although it did not have the loudest applause,or won the other 2 grps...but if the skit could make us think in a deeper level, i think it is a vey good skit le..don't u??

worship... 1:24 PM

well...mi actuallie stayed back after the performance by the 3 grps and by local band,starfish.where they had worship.mi didn't noe that cornerstone was sort of like a pentacostal(is the spelling rite??) church...not tt im against that type of church or wad...but mi found that that demomination of church although have veri distracting(to mi only..)music, they have veri good pastors and the messages were v good...but most ppl can't understand alter call...and i guess i can't accept it too...until yesterdae...i went for that..and i sort of uderstand it ba...but i guess i still stay at Zion ba...becoz i still fell queasy about the pentacostal church...so mi, for the time being, won't join my sis at Harvester...yup yup...tt's my nite at gmss yesterday... <>

msn messenger... 2:13 AM

let's see...oh ya...darn the msn msger...can't sign-in... =( but im thankful that i got 2 accts....so when one fails...the other still can la...so rather thankful...yup...anyway...after complaining..the thing ok le...well...praise the Lord for tt...guess tt's abt all for now... .:PeAcE oUt:.

the first!! 1:01 AM

harlox!!this is my first post la...so im abit lost of wad to write here although that this is free space to express my thoughts...okie...i came here becoz im a bit bored...tt's y...erm...yup...then i guess tt's all for my first post... =p